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After almost 20 years on DeviantArt, the site never fails to confuse and vex me on every update throughout time (at least not for the first couple of years or so when updates weren't particularly frequent, if memory serves me) :| It's a little overwhelming at the moment, I guess my perpetual intermittent hiatus every now and then from DA doesn't help it, I mean, like blink and suddenly more changes (ノಠ_ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻


Welp . . . . . ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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I'm back

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Happy New Year everyone! :party:

I hope y'all had a fun and safe new year celebration :)
I had a great time during my holiday -well as good as it can possibly be with a family of indecisive people (so many sights to see yet so little time), unpredictable pair of little kids (my nephews), and weather, and limited budget -not to forget to mention coming down with a cold again (for the third time in 2016) after Christmas and mother nature practically gate-crashing the New Year celebration by cramping up a storm (or should I say "partying hard" *sarcasm* -if these weren't some kind of sign for 2017 for me, I don't know what is, ugh). Anyway, It was kinda bittersweet to be back, with some missed opportunities. Sure, there may be another chance, but with our current financial situation, I highly doubt it. We more or less kind of splurged since my mom was sort of eager to celebrate with family this year that we slightly extended our holiday for a double celebration (as well as take a little 'time off' from my insufferable dad, which kind of makes the moments we had during our holiday all the more blissful in a way and with one or so less things to stress about -pity it was short lived and time flew by so fast before we know it *sighs and internally groans at dad being...well, dad, and driving us up the wall in his own annoying way as if to make up for our long absence*).

Arg, I'm so freaking exhausted and sleep deprived right now. But hopefully things will settle down soon and I'll get back to the swing of things (drawing wise that is *side-eyes unfinished work-in-progress*).


~Storm.


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Happy Holidays

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'Sup, folks? I hope you're all doing well and staying strong during this particularly tough and trying times *hugs* Hang in there.

I'll be away from now until New Year at the latest, on a family Christmas holiday, and I'd like to wish you all Happy Holidays, Happy Hanukkah, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year - I hope y'all have a pleasant time during these festive season, and please be safe, wherever you are *huggles* <3 <3 <3

Take care.

~Storm.


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I'm alive...

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I'm alive. Sorry for the radio silence folks (well, art wise I mean -I ain't a social butterfly to begin with). I'm down in the dumps to the point my internal clock went off kilter and gave me a rude surprise since since Bleach abruptly ended, but that wasn't entirely the source of my melancholy, life sucked, period... I don't know how long this rl shit will drag on and finally settle, so until at the very least my dad (who's unusually sticking around longer than a week; it's been a little over a month now, urgh) finally get his annoying ass out of the house, drawing is kinda on hold *sigh* Goddamn, I've so many ideas swimming in my head, and yet......*screams into the void*

Anyway, I just got tagged by Tiacchi and I'm bored and miserable af so why not...

[Ain't gonna put the rules here 'coz I ain't gonna tag anyone and idk what to ask if I do]
Questions for me:

1. What's your starsign?
Gemini :aizen: <---which I share with Aizen bitch you thought Sousuke *bricked*

2. Do you have a favourite pokemon? If yes, who?
Pikachu. Nope.

3. Do you have any friends in rl who like anime?
Er, just one, I guess? Ain't got many friends irl (I'm terrible at making friends for many reasons, besides I'm sort of an introvert and recluse) :iconyoyosweatplz:

4. Favourite colour?
Black small heart - black  (I don't really care if it's "not a colour" or whatever, but otherwise it's Blue small heart - blue )

5. Do you have any pets?
I've a few cats Neko Atsume tubbs plz 

6. Dream job?
None .__.

7. Favourite flavour of chips?
Sour cream & onion.

8. What inspired you to be a writer/ artist?
I'm not sure, I've been drawing for as long as I can remember since a child, I just like drawing *shrug* But I guess seeing my older brother [who became pro artist] draw probably what kept me going and stubbornly ignoring my father's disapproval, that is until ultimately I lost all my passion and enthusiasm for it several years ago, due to (permanently) chronic/serve artistic burnout caused by massive stress and pressure from my art college of hell that turned something fun and therapeutic into a chore and source of stress .__.

9. If you're an artist, would you want to write? if you write, do you want to draw?
*sobs* Gosh you've no idea how much I want to write down -or rather bring to life- most of the ideas I've in my head (most of which involves my main otp GrimmIchi), where my artistic side can't fulfill. But alas I don't have the skill or motivation for it. Welp.

10. Do you watch any sitcoms?
Nope. Don't watch a lot of TVs lately...

11. Favourite video game?
None. Ain't much of a gamer. The last game I've ever played was a classic 2D strategy game back when Windows XP existed or perhaps it was Dota/Warcraft that my collage friend had sorta roped me in with one or two other collage-mates to play despite me having never played it before (or rather haven't played Warcraft for a long long time since the early versions of Warcraft before it went 3D, but anyway, yep I failed majorly and only won once or twice *deadpans*), idk I can't remember. Though, with my current Bleach withdrawal I kinda wish I could afford to spurge on a Play Station or a high quality smart phone to play some of the Bleach games available, and Thursdays wouldn't feel so empty *sigh*

12. Are you looking forward to 2017?
UGH, YES, 2016 SUCKED SO MUCH BEYOND WORDS...I CANNOT EVEN...
But at the same time I'm rightfully wary what next year would hold. This is why I don't really celebrate New Years. Heck, looking back during the end of 2015 I was looking forward to a year of getting back to drawing, like I've all this good vibes and pumped up with a bit of resolve, but barely after drawing two or more pics at the very beginning of 2016, my computer crashed and one thing leads to another like some kind of domino effect -and I don't know when it's gonna stop, and finally get a break. I'm like barely staying sane.
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As truly happy I am that everyone seems to get the happy ending they deserve after all they've gone through, the ending feels not only bittersweet, but also kind of underwhelming and unsatisfactory. Not only is my favourite character Grimmjow and some other characters are unaccounted for (though without a doubt they're definitely alive), with some of whom their return ending up being barely significant throughout the final arc, but also it's feels so terribly rushed and there's still a myriad of plot holes unfilled and everything else... and it just... sad that we may never get any sort of closure from it. Aside from that, it's still so surreal to me that Bleach has ended. There's no more seeing my fav characters in action, and a significant part of growing up with it since college for close to a decade, is over. It's just so bittersweet. I don't know what to do.

I could only hope that, if/when the anime continues on with the final arc, Kubo Tite would have some say in it and hopefully the anime will fill in at least some of the cracks that he's unable to cement over due to the pressure to get it done that may have compelled him to cut a lot of things out in the manga, either that or if Kubo would make a new data book that will basically give us all the answers we sought, but I ain't holding my breath *sigh*

Nevertheless, despite all it's flaws, Bleach will forever remain a special place in my heart.

Thank you for creating and sharing this wonderful series and lovable characters with us, Kubo-sensei!

Happy 15th Anniversary, BLEACH!


PS: Just to reassure some of you, yes, I'll still continue drawing Bleach.


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